Thursday, January 13, 2011
♥ Broken hearts and shattered dreams
I received the heartbreaking news that James was no longer available to make a video with us the other day.
Naturally I was absolutely shattered, having looked forward to this for a month now and it having been the thing I was looking forward to this year :(
It's been a couple of days now and I thought I was okay but I don't listen to his songs the same way anymore which makes me really sad! I think I'm just mourning what could have been. I had always thought it was too good to be true, but after a month it was sinking in. I know it's not all bad, I mean now I don't have to find a way to separate friend and stalker... It only upsets me when it's brought up, so hopefully I'll find ways to distract myself and eventually forget about it. Hopefully.
All my wishes go to Brisbane and the flood victims. While I was so busy feeling that James had turned his back on me, I forgot that he was up in Brisbane's CBD! Wicked has been postponed for a while because the theatre is right next to the Brisbane river, which is a a great concern.
I'm concerned about our Brisbane trip as well... that's not for another month, but still.
In completely unrelated news. I finally got off my butt and bought some new shoes.
Naturally I was absolutely shattered, having looked forward to this for a month now and it having been the thing I was looking forward to this year :(
It's been a couple of days now and I thought I was okay but I don't listen to his songs the same way anymore which makes me really sad! I think I'm just mourning what could have been. I had always thought it was too good to be true, but after a month it was sinking in. I know it's not all bad, I mean now I don't have to find a way to separate friend and stalker... It only upsets me when it's brought up, so hopefully I'll find ways to distract myself and eventually forget about it. Hopefully.
All my wishes go to Brisbane and the flood victims. While I was so busy feeling that James had turned his back on me, I forgot that he was up in Brisbane's CBD! Wicked has been postponed for a while because the theatre is right next to the Brisbane river, which is a a great concern.
I'm concerned about our Brisbane trip as well... that's not for another month, but still.
In completely unrelated news. I finally got off my butt and bought some new shoes.
♥ Tomorrow will be a HALLELUJAH
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Friday, January 7, 2011
♥ LET THERE BE CAKE
Yesterday was my Grandfather's big 80th birthday! So naturally we went out for an awesome family dinner which was awesome. It was the first time we've had a cake at a birthday in quite some time. We did it a lot when I was younger, but my family just doesn't eat cake anymore- it's quite disappointing!
Anyway, we finished maybe 2/3s of it, so the remaining third was left to the one person in the family that stuff themselves with dessert at any given opportunity. ME.
This was my late lunch/early afternoon tea today. I had noodles for early lunch/late breakfast, so it wasn't the first thing I ate all day!
There's still a lot left and not a lot of time before it goes off...
I'LL DO MY BEST TO FINISH IT!!!
And how goes 2011? Well I've been doing alright, I already feel closer to a lot of friends, it's so great! Also, next week I'm finally meeting James' manager so we can talk about the music video project we're doing this year! Eeeeee, so excited! :D
♥ Tomorrow will be a HALLELUJAH
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Saturday, January 1, 2011
♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
2010 was an amazing year for me!
In 2010, I got my first (second and third) job, I got my P plates, I traveled alone for the first time, I saw Burimyu live- the show that changed my life 3 years ago, I fell in love for the first time, I was told I was loved for the first time, I made new friends and discovered new things.
I shook hands with the leader of the Bleach musicals and made some physical contact and eye contact with several of the others.
I had so many firsts; first job, first time traveling alone, first time I drove alone, first time I met and chatting with an actor I admired, first time I fell in love and was loved... in 2010, it's the start of a new decade and it's been one heck of start!
I look forward to 2011! Bring it on!
In 2010, I got my first (second and third) job, I got my P plates, I traveled alone for the first time, I saw Burimyu live- the show that changed my life 3 years ago, I fell in love for the first time, I was told I was loved for the first time, I made new friends and discovered new things.
I shook hands with the leader of the Bleach musicals and made some physical contact and eye contact with several of the others.
I had so many firsts; first job, first time traveling alone, first time I drove alone, first time I met and chatting with an actor I admired, first time I fell in love and was loved... in 2010, it's the start of a new decade and it's been one heck of start!
I look forward to 2011! Bring it on!
♥ Tomorrow will be a HALLELUJAH
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