Thursday, January 13, 2011
♥ Broken hearts and shattered dreams
I received the heartbreaking news that James was no longer available to make a video with us the other day.
Naturally I was absolutely shattered, having looked forward to this for a month now and it having been the thing I was looking forward to this year :(
It's been a couple of days now and I thought I was okay but I don't listen to his songs the same way anymore which makes me really sad! I think I'm just mourning what could have been. I had always thought it was too good to be true, but after a month it was sinking in. I know it's not all bad, I mean now I don't have to find a way to separate friend and stalker... It only upsets me when it's brought up, so hopefully I'll find ways to distract myself and eventually forget about it. Hopefully.
All my wishes go to Brisbane and the flood victims. While I was so busy feeling that James had turned his back on me, I forgot that he was up in Brisbane's CBD! Wicked has been postponed for a while because the theatre is right next to the Brisbane river, which is a a great concern.
I'm concerned about our Brisbane trip as well... that's not for another month, but still.
In completely unrelated news. I finally got off my butt and bought some new shoes.
Naturally I was absolutely shattered, having looked forward to this for a month now and it having been the thing I was looking forward to this year :(
It's been a couple of days now and I thought I was okay but I don't listen to his songs the same way anymore which makes me really sad! I think I'm just mourning what could have been. I had always thought it was too good to be true, but after a month it was sinking in. I know it's not all bad, I mean now I don't have to find a way to separate friend and stalker... It only upsets me when it's brought up, so hopefully I'll find ways to distract myself and eventually forget about it. Hopefully.
All my wishes go to Brisbane and the flood victims. While I was so busy feeling that James had turned his back on me, I forgot that he was up in Brisbane's CBD! Wicked has been postponed for a while because the theatre is right next to the Brisbane river, which is a a great concern.
I'm concerned about our Brisbane trip as well... that's not for another month, but still.
In completely unrelated news. I finally got off my butt and bought some new shoes.
♥ Tomorrow will be a HALLELUJAH
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